CuddleFish

not quite out of the woods yet,

but in a better spot than yesterday

accept my “I’m Sorry” Taco :x

I didnt drink tonight,

i knew that if i did,

i would text you,

youre the only person i wanna hear from,

i’m sorry :/ please forgive me.

As the first wiffs of summer rain grace my nostrils,

as the first rumbles of the sky are heard,

and i find my brother had locked the doors,

I’m still thinking of you,

Goddamn it,

how you occupy ever fiber of my being,

I’m sorry, please forgive me,

I love you.

I’m sorry :/

I just… i can’t even explain…

He’s the first priority on my list of people to locate/meet up with.

I’ll write you letters everyday that you are away. Even if I can’t send them, I’ll still write them. And I’ll send you a picture of me with each one, so you can see what I wore that day and what color my hair is that week XD <3. I don’t want you to miss anything when you’re away, <3. And remeber, you may not always be able to physicaly be there for me all the time, but you’re always there in my heart <3 and I know you do the best you can <3 and it’s one of the major reasons why I love you.

Spend time with the girl who loves you. The girl whos gonna be there through everything, and whos already been there through a lot. The girl whos willing to go any where and every where for you. The girl who is going to miss you the most when you’re away. The girl who has loved you with all of her heart, and has loved you from the start.

Please text me :c

I love you

I have a folder on my computer where I store photos I find online that I think you may find funny/interesting/etc.

I wish on every 11:11 that God will bring us closer and closer, and that, in the end, He’ll make it be you and me.

I go to school every day, because I don’t want to miss seeing you.

I’ve written down over 100 things/reasons why I love you.

I will go with you wherever you need to go, I will even go with you to the ends of the earth.

I can wait for you. Weather it’s just for a short time, or for years, I CAN WAIT FOR YOU.

I wake up some mornings holding my hand or myself, and I know that it’s because my body even wants you by it’s side.

I do my best to stay healthy and living, so that I don’t leave you alone.

I know that as long as you’re still breathing, I’m breathing too.

I write a song about you, at least every week.

I know that no matter what, I will always be here for you, through think and thin, I’m here for you.

I wake up, and I pray for a good morning text from you.

I haven’t missed sending a single  “Good Night <3” text since January.

I have made every sandwich for you, with love. (I even make a heart with peanut butter)

I’ve never been willing to live for someone, and I’m living for you.

I enjoy talking with you, even if it is only small talk, it’s still talking to YOU.

I legitimately text you. I hate phone communicating, but not when I’m phone-communicating with YOU.

I can honestly say, you are the best thing that has ever happend to this city.

I can’t get mad at you, like… seriously, you can be the BIGGEST ass, and I still Love you.

I know that if I didn’t love you, or have any faith/hope in you, that I would be LOOOONG gone by now.

I can shut people out so easily… But I’ve never been able to shut you out. I may have ignored a text or two, but that doesn’t mean that I didn’t read them and comprehend them.

I consider myself so lucky to have even gotten to meet you.

I think you’re perfect <3

I seriously can not see my life with out you.

I used to imagine my future, as a single mother of a beautiful son. I’d live in a pretty nice house (not too big, but comfortable) and I always thought that there would never be a man/father in the picture… but after I met you, I could see you there, where there had been no one. You make my future picture perfect, and you are the missing piece I had never thought I’d find, you complete my life, and nothing means more to me, than you.

Cody. I love you. I honestly, Love You <3 Please don’t ever leave my life, and please see that I really do care about you and love you with all my heart.

will not stand infront of you,

I will not stand behind you,

But, I WILL stand beside you.